Christmas...

What a wonderful festival it is...Is the birthday of Jesus...

the whole world celebrating this special day every year..

Joyness of Christmas everywhere..

beautiful Christmas decorations, beautiful christmas trees, presents, such a wonderful festival it is...

I used to like Christmas so much...feel exciting every year for this day..

It's not only christmas day for me, but it's my birthday too...

yes, it is my birthday...25 December...

But now, it seems meaningless soon as I grown up...Am officially 19 today..

I wish I never grow up...

Used to have presents, birthday cakes, relatives and friends to hang out with...

But what do I have now?

Friends celebration?No..

Presents?yea..few..

wishes?lesser and lesser...

even those who used to wishes me every year, I never see their message anymore...

I want a Christmas tree...

I want to celebrate christmas with many many people...

I want to celebrate my birthday in a place which is full of christmas decorations...

I want presents...

I want wishes...

I want laughter...

I want Joyness...

All I want for Christmas, is a real Christmas..........................................................

2010-12-25

生日...为什么每年都要庆祝？

小时候会很期待，到去年我都还很期待...

但是今年...我好希望生日不要到来....生日在圣诞节，很特别吗？

是的...曾经很特别..

但是从何时开始我已不再期待，反而痛恨生日的到来...

我不需要一些假情假意的祝福，不需要一些为了面子而祝福的祝福...

够了...真的已经够了...

有michee, chiobu, 鸟, 弟, 爸, 妈, vincent, 德霖, 旺, 还有婆婆的面线汤加蛋，我就足够了...

其他的，哪些是真心，哪些不是，我自有分数...

心痛的感觉....

为什么一整天都只有心痛的感觉...

生日，不是应该高兴吗？

但我一整天都提不起精神...

我好希望一整天都赖在床上睡到今天过完再起来...

圣诞...在昔加末是感受不到圣诞节的气氛的...

若不是昨晚听到one fm的圣诞歌和圣诞祝福语，我真的忘了原来今天就是圣诞节...

各位亲爱的，如果没有facebook，你们是否还记得是谁的生日？

我不会哭...不值得哭...泪不该留的那么廉价...

突然想起还有一个我曾很珍惜的干哥哥...去年开始就没再收到他的祝福信息了...

哥，不知你还记得今天是我的生日吗？

虽然我已开始灰心，但仍然没完全放弃....

不过谢谢米笑请我吃secret recipe!!!哈哈～还有圣诞帽～

晚上爸爸带我一家去吃螃蟹...还有炸sotong和炸小鸟～！！爽！！吃到我嘴巴辣到～～～～～～

还有红包拿，算不错了啦...

只不过还是有遗憾...

小时候的生日礼物是有用礼物纸包的...

长大后的生日礼物不但没有礼物纸，而且是自己选的，没有惊喜...

小时候的生日蛋糕是一大粒，有时还两层，然后很多卡通...

长大后的生日蛋糕从一大粒变成一片，不幸运的话连蛋糕都不会有...